Yesterday:

Lols done with the praying at around 2plus..
It was kinda fast..
After that went home and change..
After a while, Don call me to ride to farma hil to eat or something..
Take my jacket and went out..
Took a cab to his house which cost me 13dollars,
Went into his house and took one of his bike and ride to farma hill..
Went inside the winebar there and eat there..
Suppose to go after that.. then lazy so open wine and slack there..
One pack of cigg all gone again..
More amazing is the bill which cost 224dollars..
But nvm.. Really is good food man!!!


Ride to lot1 and Play the streetball at the arcade, and ride home...
Currently the bike still at my house..
Suppose today returning him..
But dont care la:x
Trm got O levels..
So i think for the time being just put at my house..
Later go ride a while..
Whoo!!!


Must go study chinese alr..
But i dont know how.???.
Pictures took.. Update ltr.

Ok today is going to be busy day..
I going off soon to cementry..
Alot of them...
Must go around to pray..
Zzzz..


It should be tiring..
Today is a Saturday, And i Should be sleeping till noon..
But now..
Zzz i being awake by my parents at 10 plus..
So tired la..
Today i whole day should nt be free anymore..
And Trm i think i going to cancel my tattoo session..
As chinese O on monday..
Trm should be staying at home to study:)


On monday my parent will come to take my report book..
Which i think i will stuck at home for awhile..
And Gamble....
Wowowooww
Cya

As What Xinyi Say...
Yes i Went drinking yesterday..
But i didnt get wasted...


What is life without drinking!!
Lols..
Yesterday went down tpy at around 8plus..
Zzz..
Actually was suppose to go with Wf and halim to Cine and catch a movie...
But I didnt Go..
I also Dont know why..
I promise them next week i coming out atw..
But my next week results coming out and my O level Chinese is on next monday..
So i dont think i coming out till late alr..
I still need to study..
Cant play play For O level Papers..


So just wait for me Bro..
After the paper..
Party atw

Seriously I getting very stressful..
O-level Chinese in 1/6/2009..
Is like only a week more, but i havent prepare yet...
I almost Got Back all my results:
Math:50
English:51
Chinese:Fail
Lit&Ss:50
Bio:50
Dnt:I think i Going to fail As 70% is from folio that i just lost it..
Combine Science:Getting Trm..


7Subjects
2Fail Currently..
4Boarder line..
1Havent get bak..


How Am I Going to Tell My Parents:(
???Confused..

I think i nt going out for some time.. Or nt parent sure nag..
Dont have things to shoot them back..





She is going to Clubbing for her first time...Zzz.
I scare she get taken advantage by other boys..
But she going with her group of friend so i ps to tag along..
Hope her friends look after her...
Keeping a eye on her just incase:) If can see her la... IF not then too bad

You said this could only get better.
There's no rush, 'cause we have each other.
You said this would last forever,
But now i doubt if i was your only lover.

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same.
'Cause i'm not over you

How can i miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time i guess I'll go away.
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain!

Not loving you is harder then you know...


This is seriously what i thinking right now..

Just hit home..
Cc again..
Hahahs...

Went zoom after exams..
Play until around 3and went to gym until around 4
Then play at devest for awhile then cc...


Trm there's no school.. Marking Day
Woww..
But happy moments always end fast...
Results coming back on wednesday when things really get very bad for me..
My math teacher told me that only 3person pass math..
It's So pathetic..
I'm worried..
Math as my most confident subject to pass..
Now hanging on the thread...
I dont even dare think about other subjects, i think i really need to stop slacking..


Recently i getting very impatient and aggressive to somethings..
Hope that it will end soon...

Trm going out to vivo, i think...
Catch the movie fireball with hee kent and hopefully some other ppl...
Thats all for now...



Party at st james.. Party for above 16..
Intersted Just link to hee kent and tell him...
Byes.

I'm Very tired now..
Play basketball from 12noon till 7pm..

Today chem was confusing..
i Dont know Hw to do as i didnt study for mid-year..
I think i going to flung all my subjects..
Now i just wish that all will pass is enough for me...


My life is without a target now..
everything seems like worthless..
Pls save me..

I know O level is coming but i just dont have the motivation to study..
Its really suxs big time..


Ppl always argue with me..
Dont even understand me...
everything seems so wrong now..
My guardian angel is gone now..




Tattoo session Pictures: Thanks to xinyi

Woke up kinda strange today..
I woke in middle of night..
2am..

See soccer results awhile and went to sleep...
It was tiring..
But still i woke up around 11plus..

Nth to do so blog lor..
Waiting for my soccer to start at 3 leh..
Then around 4 go find weinan and buy ring..

I did a amazing thing..
I took out my septum but manage to fit it back in..
Which take me a very long time..
and kind of painful..




Listen To 'Usher Whats A Man To Do"
Its Match my Feeling now..

Yesterday was a very suay day..
I cycle with hee kent and chin wee.. to school in the morning..
then i punctuate the tire.
then after school cycle another bike punctuate again..



Zzzz...
2 bikes gone in one day..




My hair was caught by tham today..
Must cut by Tuesday leh..
But i just a few days ago leh..
Zzz pathetic...

Anyway nt going to cut..
This sunday wei nan say sunday..
Means sunday i will be sitting at queensway shopping centre for a long time..

Tired went to gym and then went basketball at Clementi cc til around 6plus..
Then now home sweet home..


Nt planning to go this weekend..
See lorrr...
Must study..............................
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Soccer..hahhas..
Wish i win..



Byes..
Now is abit emo...





And shit my septum found out by my mum..
But she didnt say anything..
Going to buy ring trm..
See ya

Yesterday was abit strange...
Zzzz...
Didn't expect both to come but nvm both of they came..
Lols..


The tattoo session frm 2 become 4 lols..
Wei nan still blame me..
But anyway still carry on all the way to 8plus..
My chest still aching..

Oh ppl... yesterday i did something really stupid..
Both of the gals when home...
Xinyi want go home study if i nt wrong when i call her, she is watching tv.. So hardworking eh...
Another gal went home cause of family problems..

Left with me.. kinda lonely..
But anyways thanks to wei nan to fulfilled with stupid thoughts..
Chester was cutting his hair inside the shop..
he look kinda of young now...
i was a bit bored so carried wei nan baby to play awhile..
then ask wei nan help me pierce my septum..
Which i have no idea why he will help me..


So i got a free septum piercing
Zzz..
Nt pain at all..
just that u are full of emotion went it go through..
U can hear the bone sound...



Anways that all for the update..
today didnt went school again...
trm mye starts..
So must study last min now..
Byeeee.......

Suddenly feel like saying this ..


Do I remind you of the pain
that he put you through?
Is that the reason i'm to blame
before i do it?
Is it because he treated you badly,
Protecting yourself from somebody else
I'm not who's hurting you,girl...
I will never do that..

I'll do anything to prove i love you
Baby girl,but refuse to pay for something i didn't do
I love you,girl,but i refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes....





I'm still sitting at home since this morning,
Thinking what i really did wrong...
I'm Selfish??





Going out soon...
around 6 plus i think....
Today i going get drunk again...
Partying is only way to forget her..
And Guys Soccer Betting is a waste of time, In the end u still will lose

4plus went meet Xinyi at vivio..
Was abit very stupid as i came frm queensway to vivo to meet them,
and i havent walk into the shopping centre then they say want to queensway...

Waste of time, but anyway its alright..
Went to queensway, walk to primitive a while..
Too many ppl.. cant slack there.. say bye to wei nan and went to mac..
Sit there for awhile..
Some sudden problems just pop out and i busy answering call..
And xinyi keep taking pictures....

Credit:Xinyi(Photographer)
Quite a excellent one..
Pictures are stolen frm her.. hahas..



Alr that all for now..
This sunday there is more..
Tattooo.....
Trm drinking...
So excited..




The Feeling Of Ectasy inside my body