Cause I Cant Breathe When You Talk To Me
I Suffocate When Your Away From Me
So Much Love You Take From Me
I'm Going Out Of My Mind
I Wonder If You Feel Me Watching You
Cause I Can't Go A Night Without Your Loving
Got Me Looking At This Phone
Everytime It Rings I Hope Its You...

Just want to write what i'm thinking now..

I got back quite a lot of my results..
Most of them did serious badly..
Expected:)
But nvm, i already determined to study after this week...
But dont know with who..
I know that i going get at least 3 A's for O's
A's Smoker leh..
Lols.. Not only in smoking:)

Any smoking friend that want to study and smoke with me?
Gtg Go holland village for dinner:)




And no one knows
Why I'm into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in my shoes

Today was quite a tiring day..
Last friday chalet, was fun and i got wasted..
Finding that freaking area was tiring..
We took cab 3times then we found that chalet..
With midnight charge..
We bought Chivas and vodka..
Mc and me finish it within like like 15mins..
Then we went in to drink from the tower.
After that i cant remember a thing..
Waking up with quite a serious cut at my nose and hands..
My head was swollen too..
Zzz..
I'm now disfigured.. Must wear spects to cover my injuries..
I think i wont be going out with girls for couple of weeks...
Went play soccer today at aye,
Later on meet up with jesmond and others to play pool at rc..
Bus-ed to Je library, walk one round then.. bus-ed home..
Went to cut my long long tail.. Zzz..
Haiss.. Nvm O level coming.. Must cut.. I did what i promised my teachers:)

Taken quite some time...
Lols.. Kyss Dont work at queenswa there liao...
Zzz..
Hardworking bro..
Miss Him..
Gotta go find him soon and finish off my stomach..
Bro dont be angry..



To All:Let's dont argue anymore.



I deleted my c-box..
Bo liao people everyday like that comment..
Zzz..
To:Hahaha: I never say i zai, You so proud of yourself bao ppl=.=Zzz
Good lor.. Bao more..

Today chem paper, i didnt really understand..
I think this whole prelim, i will screw up..
But nvm, i know if i study i will get there..
Went to wei lun house after that, and play dota..
Hee kent and chinwee has give the statement already..
But tham didnt ask from me..
Crap sia..
I kinda messed up now..
I'm upset that i didnt stop johnny from fighting..
But glad to hear that he came out of the hospital already..
Seriously upon hearing that, i feel less guilty..
This few days i like suffering from insomnia for some reasons..
just came home after a bottle of alcohol and some smoking..
Seriously i feel really down..
But anyway everything will pass..
Trm going back school in the morning for the bio mcq..
Then pool.. Lols..
gtg, talking to shi min

Just went home after physics paper.
Johnny still in hospital..
Is it my fault?
I already try stopping the fight..
Hope he will be fine...
I'm tired now..
I go and sleep now

Today quarrel with grandparents..
So went out very early..
Went west coast to play pool with weilun,
then bus-ed to Jurong point.. And meet up with jian yang and the rest...
Went to safra to play lan..
Then went home..

Now is around 3pm..
Lols.. Yesterday was a wild night.. Went to SUPPER CLUB yesterday for the 18 and above event..
Everything was wild..
Went with jianyang and wei lun..
Jesmond last min ps.
Wei lun went there for less then 1 hour then go home liao=.=!!
Reach there, brought vodka for 15dollars one shot!!..
Then party atw..
Know a new girl, name elanie.. Lols..
But she and another girl went home at 2plus..
Then we carry on all the way till 4..
Then we home together.
Gtg out with my cousins now..
Miss them.
Byes

Something that i try to draw today..
Baby Girl..
Didnt go to mtl paper today..
Too lazy to get out of the bed..
Cab-ed to school around 10plus..
Then eat and wait for my friends to come out..
Went to play pool.
and back to school again for math paper..

Math paper 2 is a killer.
I got killed..
And now i wishing a pass for math..
Trm not going for ss paper..
So i can rest at home...
Friday i need to go clementi hq to extend bail again..
I'm sick and tired of it..

Lols..
Felt quite down today as i woke up in the middle of the night and saw a three letter reply..
Zzz.. after that i dont even bother sms anymore.

I'm super tired now..
English paper start at 230pm until around 5plus..
During that period, i'm super bored ahh..
Went to play pool at rc..
Then bus-ed home..
Jianyang call me to go supper club this saturday...
Should i go?
Okok..
i'm going to sleep now..

Woke up at around 2pm.. Lols..
Watch spiderman 3 until around 4 plus..
Then blast music, trying to relieve stress..
Wei lun came to my house the bus-stop and we took bus to Plaza Sin..
Eat mac, waiting for jianyang and jesmond..
Went to play lan opposite parklane..
walk to orchard plaza for pool...
Actually wanted to go the ktv but think again, better not!!
Play till 11 plus, bused home with wei lun...
Adelaide tell me she studying at wcp then now ask me whether want to down there and drink!!!
Let's decide later..
I'm tired and hungry..
Arhhh!!..
Trm going to study at home..
HOPEFULLY!



Just ordered mac delivery..
30mins to feast time.

Weilun.. lols
Act cool.
Look like idiot





Sheesha.. Was fun.. Lols..
There is so many photos..
Upload some other time..
Went to bugis, after that jiahui and caiying come find me..
Lols..
Didnt went home yesterday..
I'm freaking tired//

Just reach home..
This few days, i keep on blogging..
Too many things inside my mind, and i wish that by writing it out, i will feel better..
My family dont trust me..
Only wish that my aunty still alive, so that i can talk to her..
Only she trust me..

But nvm, trm i will be going out
With few Gals and Jesmond they all..
I think it will be fun..
I will be sleeping now..



Didnt went to st james today,
Shi min ask me whether want to go, but in the end
too tired.

Lols.. Taken a few days back..
The effect is nice..
hahhas..
Trm meeting them to play pool again..
SianzzZ..
Need to find a stead for the holiday..
O's coming.. but i got so many things to take care of..






I gotta to say.. Thank U to jian yang for taking blame for me...
Thanks alot..
Owe u one

I get into case again..
Yesterday lockdown at remand for 12hours..
Zzz..
Just reach home.. I am very tired..
I been thinking, how many case can i get..
Zzz... It have been only a month plus. then i got another case..
Congratz i got 3case now..
Wtfffff....

Inside the remand, i know some new friends..
Lols.. I been talking to opposite cellmates..
Am i Crazy?..
Not planning to sleep liao..
Later go play pool...
Relieve stress..


And guess what, i just smoke infront of my parents..
i am so then upset..
12hours inside, but i not scare at all..
But free time makes me think about her..
Saded.... so i gotta go spend my time away...
gtg

As usual went to school late..
After that went home to change, and went with wei lun to jp...
Went to eat at mac, and the cut in my mouth was damn fking painful when i eating the fries..
Thanks to Miss Ting Shuin..
Went play poolllllllllllllll...

Woke up late today, so late for school also..
Form teacher text me, but i still took my own sweet time..
Went to clementi interchange around 8am, and bought breakfast,
eat at raynee's blog and smoke too... Heehehehs quality time..

Went school, sleep, skip class, and smoke..
Went to areana to play pool..
Lols.. till around 7plus..
Cabbed home..
Going with brothers and friends to study at jurong east library this whole weekend..
Jesmond having his N levels, so promise him that i will tutor him..
Actually i suck in studies also..
Zzz...
Nt attending this coming event at st james.
Jesmond have N until wednesday..
So... I think i will be happier studying with them then go clubbing and see something i dont feel like seeing..




You're delusional..
You're delusional..
I'm losing my mind..
WhooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo