HellosS...
Blah.. today is nonsense day..
Didnt go school..
Stay at jacky house..
Till 1230 then went home change..
Zzz.. but here there is 220pm..
Which the match had end..
But i was a bit pissed then..
But in the end also happy..
Lame...


Went take mrt to jurong east.. and bak hm..
Fking lame..
Then play ball..
then i was scolded by my parents again...
cause of nver go school..

i going crazy...
Now i will break my promise...
And smoke during weekdays..
Currently after blogging.. i going a pack of cigg..

and go clementi and meet jesmond then go to 349 chinese garden...
yupss..
i cant stay at home..


So today i get scolded for nthing as i didnt watch the match either..
Hw stupid..
And there scolding i cant take it..
So bye fkers.. that keep scolding..

The only thing was nt bad was..
Won the match..



If tonight i dont blog means..
I nt going home..
And nt going school trm..
So...

Nah today went school..
Same Same....
Trm nt going school..
Hahhas...

Fk mine teachers really think that i pon school on every tuesday laa...
Zzzz
Actually suppose to queensway..
Went hm.. then lazy..

As wat xinyi say"my blog is boring, no pictures.."
So i will update picture..



Pictures Taken on Sat, Taken By chester Or sam..

I have no idea when the pict is taken...

Wake up today around 11plus..
I think the only days i can really sleep is weekend lahh..
But sure gt things force me to wake up earlier lah..
Planned to sleep till around 2..


Nahh...
Went to Bukit timah today...
Meet with my cousins...
Hahahs..


Went to irc to play lan and pool from 1 to 6 lahhh.
Time fly la...
Then went mac to eat...

Thn reach home which suddenly i become emo again..
recently i have alot of thinking going inside my brain...
Really wan to play only..
until i settle with that thinking..

Going crazy soon...
Meeting halim next sat..
Most of time, should be going to cine or disco...
At last get to meet him....


Sunday will be the tattoo again..
I thinking of peircing septum this week...
Wishing weekend come soon..
Wish that she win the coming match..
She putting alot of effort..
So pls god dont make her effort wasted....

Today wake up at 12..
Went for the queensway for inked..

Reach there 2..
Saw bai rong..
Zzz


Then inked for 6 hrs..
Then xinyi heekent came awhile..
Then went to city hall

Suppose to meet them..
But the inked session ends at 8plus..
Went hm after that...

Hahhas wei nan say he help me pierce septum for 30 at shop..
Outside shop 20dollars..

And my tattoo frm 600 to 400...
369 wan suay..
All same brother..


okay,, make friends with almost alll..
THEN a gal came..
Full of piercing..
Look 19 but only 15 lahhh..

ltr alot of gals came in for piercing...
I gt the permission to slack there all i wan..
lols...

After its done, i will post the picture..

As usual went school today..
Was super tired..
First period alr, phone confiscated,

Zzzz....
Then Dnt teacher call mine parents...
Haiszz..
Boring shitt...


I dont care..
Went home straight after school..
Napped..
Then my parents talk to me..


I have no idea...
I suddenly lose my goals...
No more aim...
Aimless life..
I wish can recover it soon...
Reason for being like this: Lets keep it a secret,


Then sit infront of tv till now...
Trm going out with xinyi they all...


Thats all la...
Dont feel like blogging..

Today the meeting not at holland..
I meeting them at tiong bahru...
later...




OH reach tiong at 8 plus..
Went to smoking corner..
After 5days of nt smoking any cigg..
I smoked again..
Zzz.. cutting down..
But still nid it.. so stress recently..

Then wei shen come down to find me.. with one which i no idea wat's her name..
(but kinda pretty)
Still!!! nt interested...

Then went up to cinema. then find haoran and ming zhou...
With acs gal and gan eng seng gal..
ACS nt a schooll....
it represent Siao..

ACS gal cute but ah lian..
Same thing still nt interested..
Slack while at arcade then go smoking corner again..
Slack there till 10 then go hm..

CIGG. i smoke today.. Is 7sticks...
Zzz kinda alot..
i go out for 2 hrs only la..

Return hm then my bro say my parent talking abt me..
I dont care either...

Then went play basketball till 12..
then went hm bath..
nw blogging..

Final decesion getting inked trm..
1.30pm..

Then sheesha...
At last can relax myself and think abt anything...

I just dont feel like studying no more..
There aint goals

Today went school...
Pe,,
Basketball...
Win!!


Then recess eaten something i nver eat be4...
Laksa...
???
Then went for basic..
Then lit... Talking to hee kent all the way...Haizzz..
Was a bit tired..

>............
.........
...Win leh...(Shouldnt say.. lols..)


Basketball in school after than...
So So...
A bit tired...
Then go ulu cc..
To play basketball...
And1 a lot leh...


Nt that pro yet.. still wan train...
..................
Went home at around 6plus..
Then like that lor...


Trm gt meeting at holland...
Hahahs... get to see my brothers...
Nt going out trm night... i hope..
Cause trm i dont feel like going out...
After meeting i wan go home le..
OR maybe go find ah hwi house...
Slack awhile...


Saturday, xinyi decided to go sheesha...
So sheesha barh around 6plus..
Early on, i going get inked..
and watching movie with her, and hee kent:)
See wat shows... If they watch mall cop then i not joining them...,
After then join them lor...


Waiting for that day.

Today school boring... Zzz
Common test Results bak..
A1
A1
B3
C6
C6
D7
D7


HaiZzzzzzz...
Then focus till 3plus... Then went to west coast cc...
Play bb a while..
Then jesmond left first because of pei someone..
Then rain after a while..
So i go home..
Then gabriel they all went to west coast plaza...
but i didnt..

Supposely there training today
but rain didnt come out..
At this time still here using com..

Trm nver bring hw then fine..
So dont know whether wan go mah...


Watching her match at Sunday...
Dont know whether see will win mah??
Can trust her...
Her shooting so tyco..
always In de..

Sat, Maybe following kent, xinyi to sheesha or esplande(I dont know how Spell)
but at night...
In the afternoon.. they following me to get inked..
Yups getting another new tattoo..

In the end today didnt go schooll..
Went to devest play basketball from 7plus to 9 plus..

Then go jacky house
Watch dragonball at his house..
then return hm at 12plus then bath, change...
Go to watch her match....
Almost win lahhhhh...
Arh....
23-25 leh...


Be4 i enter the school..
a guy bang on me... i look at him then i go into the school and watch her match...
after the match when i come out..
Around 10guys come find then call me go to the blocks,,,
Then went to the blocks..

I 1 person then they call 10..
Their wrong still..
Get slapped on the face and hit...
Get bao la..

I was serious damn angry.. And i was holding i green tea can which is torn into a sharp edges...
i Feel like slashing him lah...
When he hit me on the face..
Cb'kia but cant do it lah...
Behind the people was holding a knife and umbrealla...
If slash i sure die or go boy home...
I cant.. nt that i scare to die or go in..
If like that, hw the hell i see her anymore...


Arhhh,,,,
369 ginnan head leh... Hw can like me...
I think i damn disgrace...........
Gt nothing to say abt myself...
Total disappointment in myself...
Now wei le her, Dont dare choing anymore...


Last time dare to choing and die.. Cause i think my life is alr over..
I alr play and enjoy my life..
That why i gt the guts..
My now i found my goal, nt scare to die, but scare nt to see her again..

As expected went school today...
Cab to school again..
Zzz..

Timetable change...
Trm got 9periods of math lah...
Wtf...

Bleah but nvm i not going school
but also cant stay at home..
Cause my parent say i always pon.. but i not pon la..
i so guai..
I nver go school because of 'reasonss',,,,'

Because of the 'reason'....
I dont care wat punishment i get..
Trm if i go school.. then i cannot go attend my 'reasons'
But my parents dont let me dont go school..

So i just need to pon school then attend the 'reason'
If school call my parent i die lor..
Sure teo provision...

wei le the 'reasons' i dont care abt anything else then her..
Is so strange and stupid...
But i m stupid So nvm..

Went to Queensway...
Get a pair of basketball shoe. that cost 139dollars...
Then went play..
Hahahs just finish...

Haiss I think she is forced by me to message.. So i dont wanna message anymore...
Is just no point if she doesn't really wan message me.

It abt 4plus now...
I just woke up hahas...

Like what i say, yesterday i ton with jesmond..
Zzzz... Gay together... lols..
Seriously is abit boring...
I think this holiday suxs the most..
Holidays alway have been fun...
But this one..
Always Dont have places to go..

We used to ton togehter and going out with group..
But now only me and jesmond..
Halim gt reasons... But how abt others???
Where the brother gone to.??

Hais but nvm... Me and jesmond are close brothers...
At least i know i gt a brother to trust in...

Yesterday went out at 10pm..
Meet jesmond at clementi and cab to cineleisure...
Went to meet her and sher., and other two guys...
They were playing pool alr..
Lols..
Then me jesmond play too..
They left around 12midnight.. then watch movie...
Movie:Coming soon...
Arhhhh Wonders who she hugging hahahas..

She saw me at toilet...
Which i didnt know...
She left with her friends

Watch movie marathon..
First movie:Mall cop...
Second:streetfighter

Mall cop nt bad..
Streetfighter nt that good...

Breakfast at mac at 5plus..
then went home..
Hit home around 7am..
Bath and sleep until now...

Dont know whether she wake up alr a not?
i think so...

Today i think go buy stuff at queensway or vivo...
Coming home early...
Trm schools reopen...
And tell u something...
I havent even touch on any hw...

These few days a bit sad uhh...
S

Seriously i have no idea why the feel is getting worse.
I like her... But her?
I'm not sure..
I just not that expert anymore..


Tonight going cineleisure and ton..
I seriously missing her..
I scare always message her she will feel irritated...
So the best way is keep myself busy not to think abt her..

Trying!!!!

Woke up at 12plus... so tired..
Slept at 2plus last night...

Oh ya... took 185 to Westwood area..
Meet with hee kent, xinyi to jarrette house...
Went play soccer and went swimming...

Swimming leh...
hahhahs.....
Kinda of fun...
then scolded by security guard cause the cigg butt.. Actually very loud de...
when scolding xinyi and hee kent... but when i came up he became quiet...

Then sauna...
The rest and eat at gek pok..
Then went home and play bball until 12..


Now blogging...
lols..

Trm going to cineleisure playing pool and watch movie...
then ton,,,...

Nights all..

Have No idea why created another blog..
Zzzz... Felt bored so create another one...


Today nth much lor..
I going queensway to meet xinyi at 1 plus i think...
Go and look at the prices of getting inked..
Lols..
Planning to make a portrait of of aunty that passed away..
Maybe after 0-levels barh..
Nt sure...

Yahyah It may sound stupid...
But i seriously miss my aunt so much...
Haiss...


18March

Went To vivo around noon and play arcade there, while waiting for hee kent which were at sentosa...

Waited for a hour plus then went to bugis, searching for xinyi..
eat at mac and went arabic street for sheesha..

2Flavour sweet melon and grape...
I ordered a blue martini(I dont know how to spell)
And share with xinyi

Blaahh Pictures Stolen from xinyi blog..