My dad came back..

WE start doing a lot of things together...

This is something i miss the most:

I AM GOING TO DIE

I already from today onwards i going mia..
I think the only person i will meet is only jesmond..
So sorry..
I maybe mia till chalet then come back out..
Soo.. Jesmond is also going to mia soon..
I will meet other friends and brothers at the chalet..
U all just to have wait till then..
Is around 1week plus..



I really dont have feel to meet her..
Meet also argue... and i dont like that..
I already dont have the need to meet her.. So just let it be this way..
She also think that it is perfectly ok, She likes it this way so can meet friends..
Told you before that i dont need u, if u dont need me..
I will be gone faster, as time pass like this..
But i think You will be ok with it




BYEBYE PEOPLE
BYEBYE PEOPLE
BYEBYE PEOPLE

Been driving around with dad..
So fun..
hahhahs..
Whooot...
I going mia soon.... I dont need any new excitement liao..
I just want the car..
Today maybe buying a new phone...
And maybe changing house again z.z...
Tonight is butterfactory..
Probably not going..
getting so boring...

Damn tiredd.. Just reach home.. yesterday night went to find girlfriend..
Then she call me get lostt because of friend.. thenn lols..
hais nvmm.. Went home at around 5am.. and changed.....
Candis come pick me up.. lolss..
Wtf gal pick up boy..
hahahhas.... then to eat.. and went to her house and stayed..
And slept very well...
She called me to stayed another few days.........
So maybe i going to ton at her house for another few nights barh...
Byes. I go bath liao..

Now is around 2am..
Just reach home frm safra..
Zz...
Went to find sarah at her place..
Slacked with her till 8 like that...
the cab to jp find jesmond and gang...
Eat mac..
Lan..
How boring.. Trm they working again..
Should be going malaysia with chinwee...
Not sure yet..
Going chalet soon..
and next week onwards is my turn to mia..
I will gone for sometime till around Xmas..
Need to find some money to finish my tattoo..
Finding wei nan soon..





I never wanted to argue or show attitude...
All i wanted is more time with you...
Is that too much to ask for?

Just wake up, yesterday went to kenneth hideout which is boat quay..
Went there to drink...
Whooo.. Fun..
At last start to choing...
She went off at the wrong time lor..
Hais..
Too bad.. Cannot blame me, is u never pei me..
Going drink again i think..
yesterday billy open 7jug..then we high then shuffle with a indian...
Wild...
Restoring my normal life..
Ltr going to watch movie..
Chalet is coming..
Is time to have fun...

I BEEN LISTENING FOR THIS CHINESE SONG FOR 7HOURS..
MOTHERFUCKER

Went to meet my brothers again..
Zzz..
Went to church and find her, but she like dont even care..i'm like so fking auto liao lor..
Hais..
Went safra, lan pool..
Then she dua me.. I was so angry that i puch the pipe and the thing come out from the wall..
My hand skin tear..
Zzz..
But realise i must be more understanding...
Then chillll....



Please dont take it for granted, when i care abt u more..
Better start to cherish, or i will be gone before u know it..
Addiction will fade, so as everything else..
I dont know why is she treating me like this, is two different person when first met..
I'm not your ordinary boyfriend that always cry for u..
I can choose to care or dont..
And now i choose to care, so please dont destroy my promise towards you..
And i really want you.. Not playing with you..
Dont make me start playing.. Please this the only thing i want from you..