I awake still at 3am in the morning..
Listening to a song that reminds me of my beloved aunty.
I seriously miss her alot..
I just feel like following her..
Where do ppl go after they die..
Please allow me follow..




And to my baby gal:
I seriously really love u alot..
I want u to do the same for me..
I dont want any secrets along us..
I want to be truthful to u and u do back the same to me..
I dont know how say when i really face to face with u..
Please understand how i feel..
Lets us cherish each other before is too late..
I mean what i say.. I want to be with u..
I want u trust me...

Now we're caught in a circle
A constant battle
The day that u hurt me
The clouds cast a shadow on us
And I hope that ur happy we're even now, so cry baby cry
Before the love just turns to hate
Before I ask for u to stay
And just before u walk away
What is this, what happens to relationships, started off so good and ended up so bad baby I just wanna know..

My dad came back..

WE start doing a lot of things together...

This is something i miss the most:

I AM GOING TO DIE

I already from today onwards i going mia..
I think the only person i will meet is only jesmond..
So sorry..
I maybe mia till chalet then come back out..
Soo.. Jesmond is also going to mia soon..
I will meet other friends and brothers at the chalet..
U all just to have wait till then..
Is around 1week plus..



I really dont have feel to meet her..
Meet also argue... and i dont like that..
I already dont have the need to meet her.. So just let it be this way..
She also think that it is perfectly ok, She likes it this way so can meet friends..
Told you before that i dont need u, if u dont need me..
I will be gone faster, as time pass like this..
But i think You will be ok with it




BYEBYE PEOPLE
BYEBYE PEOPLE
BYEBYE PEOPLE

Been driving around with dad..
So fun..
hahhahs..
Whooot...
I going mia soon.... I dont need any new excitement liao..
I just want the car..
Today maybe buying a new phone...
And maybe changing house again z.z...
Tonight is butterfactory..
Probably not going..
getting so boring...

Damn tiredd.. Just reach home.. yesterday night went to find girlfriend..
Then she call me get lostt because of friend.. thenn lols..
hais nvmm.. Went home at around 5am.. and changed.....
Candis come pick me up.. lolss..
Wtf gal pick up boy..
hahahhas.... then to eat.. and went to her house and stayed..
And slept very well...
She called me to stayed another few days.........
So maybe i going to ton at her house for another few nights barh...
Byes. I go bath liao..

Now is around 2am..
Just reach home frm safra..
Zz...
Went to find sarah at her place..
Slacked with her till 8 like that...
the cab to jp find jesmond and gang...
Eat mac..
Lan..
How boring.. Trm they working again..
Should be going malaysia with chinwee...
Not sure yet..
Going chalet soon..
and next week onwards is my turn to mia..
I will gone for sometime till around Xmas..
Need to find some money to finish my tattoo..
Finding wei nan soon..





I never wanted to argue or show attitude...
All i wanted is more time with you...
Is that too much to ask for?